You know when someone hurts you so badly,by the words they say to you,that you feel like nothing can ever make you feel better again?Well,I'm feeling like that right now.It would be easier to get over,if the words came from some stranger,who I would not have to see again,making the hurtful words easier to forget.But when it comes from family,someone so close to you that you never ever expected it from,those words go into your heart and brain,and start to fester.

I want to forgive and forget.But as much as I want to do it,I just can't.Maybe some day.Until then I'll act as if everything is normal,and nothing is wrong,because if I don't,more people will get hurt.And I'm not going to be the one to make that happen.

All I've ever wanted is for us all to get along and be nice and fun and happy.Again,maybe someday.

Love and Hisses:The True Blood 6

I've been reading this adorable blog for a while now,and can't wait to see updates on all the foster kittens that go through the foster home.

Now there are 6 very special little kittens,who need help.

Please go here and read more about them - also,if you can,please spread the word.

... too bad I don't know how to ride a bike :(

Life's like this

At least,this is what life feels like a lot of the time.Am I right?

Honesty

The beautifully creative Nicky Jane challenged me to give 10 true facts about myself.

Here goes:

1.I constantly dream about my cat.She features in almost every dream I have.
2.I can't eat something sweet without following it up with something salty.And vice versa.
3.After living with my boyfriend (who stutters) for 9 months,I also stutter a bit now.
4.I love where I'm living,but I would do anything to live somewhere by the sea,and wake up to an ocean view every day.
5.I have a mental block against high heels and never wear them.However pretty they are,all I can think of when looking at them,is falling flat on my face and painful bunions and blisters.
6.I prefer sleeping in mens flannel pyjamas.They may not be very hot and sexy,but they keep me hot,and very comfy.
7.When I cook,I never use recipes.As soon as I use a recipe,the dish is guaranteed to fail.
8.I always wear my socks wrongside out.That little ribbed part at the front of your toes irritates the crap out of me otherwise.
9.After years of longing for a tan skin,I've finally made peace with being deathly pale.My freckles,not so much.
10.I make pizza for dinner at least 6 times a month.Even if it only has banana on it,I make it anyway.