Feeling sad

i know i was very happy and optimistic a few days ago,but all of a sudden things are starting to feel not so nice again.

don't know where it always comes from,but i just got a call from another freaking creditor looking for my boyfriend.so i suppose that has something to do with my blues.

look,i love my boyfriend to death.and will always,but he has absolutely no money-skills,and makes debt everywhere he goes,because he lives under this illusion that tomorrow will take care of itself.so eventually i end up being the one who stresses about getting his debts paid,before he gets into some kind of trouble.

and i have to say,i am pretty tired of it.i stress really easily,and about even the smallest things,so all of these money problems are making me feel like i want to crawl into the fetal position and just cry and never stop crying.

hopefully tomorrow will look better.i hate feeling like this.