The end

I've decided to stop blogging completely.I've realized that I just enjoy reading all the stuff you guys write,a whole lot more than I enjoy writing my own things.

The last 10 months (give or take) have been really great,but I guess things have just taken their natural course,and it's now time to let the blog end.

I will still be reading everything you guys write (wouldn't miss that for the world).

Have a great life people,and I hope that you all will keep up your amazing blogging!

Monday Mundane Thoughts

* I was really sad yesterday (and to be honest,I still am today) because my neighbour's cat died yesterday morning.This is the older man who lost his wife only a few months ago,so this must be really tough to handle for him.He is very fond of his cats,since they are his only company at home,now that his wife is gone.I hope he's coping.

* JC and I spent the entire day with his parents,which is always a good time.We went to church in the morning (which is a very rare occasion for us,to be honest,but I really enjoyed it),and had a bbq with the yummiest salads imaginable.I might have eaten until my stomach couldn't get any bigger.But it's salad,so it's not that bad,right? :/

* JC's dad is a big fan of this card game called 'Sevens'.I've played the game with them a few times now,and still can't really remember all the rules.I lost nearly every game,but since we were playing for scores,my score ended up being the lowest over all,and so I WON!The boys were not happy about this.

* It's still 9 days before payday,and I'm actually not looking forward to it at all,since I've already worked out all the little expenses I have to pay in October,and things are not looking very rosy at all.

* One positive thing - it was the most gorgeous spring morning here.As I walked to work,the sun was just rising over the mountains,and there was still that chilly bite in the air,that's left over from winter.The perfect weather.So even though it's Monday (never the most popular day of the week for me,or anyone else for that matter) I'm feeling really good,if only about the weather.

* I watched 'Trailer Park Boys' this weekend,and though some of you might think 'WHY?!', I have to tell you,I thought it was funny.Like,they are so retarded and stupid,that they are actually really funny in the end.Also watched 'Zack and Miri make a porno',which I also thought was very funny,in a dirty kind of way.Last night,JC wanted to watch 'Gran Turino',and although it ended up not being at all what I expected from the movie,I thought it was a really good,and very touching movie.Clint Eastwood is a legend,and nobody does strong,silent,lone hero,like ole Dirty Harry.

For some reason,I'm more in love than ever this week.Strange,but nice :)

I asked God why I wasn't rich.
He showed me a man with the wealth of a thousand kings,
Who was lonely, and had no one to share it with.
I asked God why I wasn't beautiful.
He showed me a woman more beautiful than any other,
Who was ugly because of her vanity.
I asked God why He'd allowed me to become old.
He showed me a boy of 16, who lay dead at the scene of a car accident.
I asked God why I didn't have a bigger house.
He showed me a family of six,
Who had just been evicted from their tiny shack,
And were forced, to live on the street.
I asked God why I had to work.
He showed me a man, who couldn't find a decent job,
Because he'd never learned to read.
I asked God why I wasn't more popular.
He showed me a socialite with a thousand friends,
Who all left the moment the money and parties were no longer there.
I asked God why I wasn't smarter.
He showed me a natural born genius,
Serving life in prison for making ill use of his knowledge.
I asked God why He put up with a thankless sinner like me.
He showed me His Son who took my place at the judgment.

Lookin' into your room

Yup,I'm heres,lookin' at your room.....why it so diiirrrty?

Awesome New Moon dream

I had the most awesome dream last night.I dreamt the New Moon movie became real,and I got to run around with Jacob,and eventually,right before waking up (damn alarm clock),making out with him!It was completely amazing.

I apologise to all the Rob fans out there,but in my mind,he just doesn't even come close to Taylor,even though I feel like a dirty old woman,just saying that about him.

The whole dream probably started because of these.Maybe,probably...

one word answers

Namine gave me an award,which made my day,and since she had these lovely little questions up (you know how I love questionnaires!) I thought I'd steal them.

You have to answer the questions with only 1 word.Easier said than done,I assure you.

1. Where is your cell phone? Desk

2. Your hair? Frizzy

3. Your mother? Strong

4. Your father? Loved

5. Your favorite food? Lasagne

6. Your dream last night? Sexy

7. Your favorite drink? Coke

8. Your dream/goal? Happiness

9. What room are you in? Office

10. Your hobby? Reading

11. Your fear? Loneliness

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Home

13. Where were you last night? Bed

14. Something that you aren’t? Mean

15. Muffins? Blueberry

16. Wish list item? Money

17. Where did you grow up? Citrusdal

18. Last thing you did? Type

19. What are you wearing? Clothes

20. Your TV? Old

21. Your pets? Cat

22. Friends? Missed

23. Your life? Strange

24. Your mood? Down

25. Missing someone? Yes

26. Vehicle? None

27. Something you’re not wearing? Lipstick

28. Your favorite store? Woolworths

29. Your favorite color? Red

30. When was the last time you laughed? Yesterday

31. Last time you cried? Friday

32. Your best friend? Amazing

33. One place that I go to over and over? Mind

34. One person who emails me regularly? Sister

35. Favorite place to eat? Couch

Feel free to do this too,it's fun!

This saying is so true!A lot of the time we complain about things,or situations,but it's really our own fault,because we choose not to do something about it.

I suck at choosing to be happy and content all the time,I wish I could be better at it.

I am such a sourpuss.But the truth is,I hate weddings.I always have.It just has never been fun for me to go to a wedding,at all.

What I am excited for,is seeing my friends and family.My sister and I have the same friends,so it's like their coming to see me too,which is really nice.

The thing that is making me unhappy (the fight with my sister),is still weighing heavy on my mind, even though we 'made up'.The hurt will probably linger for a long time,even though I would rather just say 'FUCK IT'.Unfortunately,as you all know,that is easier said than done.

But don't worry,I will try and get some nice pictures from the wedding.I am going to do my best to be in a good,happy mood for it,and just be grateful for the time I get to spend with my loved ones.

(I wanted to know from you guys - do you drink alcohol,or don't you?If you do,how much do you drink,and do you ever get drunk?The reason why I'm asking,is that I don't really drink at all,but at parties like this,I sometimes feel a bit pressured into 'partying' a bit more than I'd like.How do you guys deal with that?)